so i used to say important things...i mean i had some great philisophical things to say...it was always interesting to talk to me or read what i wrote...now.........im like every other retard....it all happened because everything in my life changed.....i tried to change who i really was....im no longer intelectual like i once was....so here are the random meanderings of someone who wants to go back to being okay in her own eyes